"love will teach you how to sleep with one eye open and to never fully fall asleep in case they text you with that break up text.
it teaches you how to wrap yourself on him and kiss him until he smiles and you can feel his smile without even looking at him.
love teaches you how to scream and fight and more screaming and more fighting, usually over the same things.
love is funny that way you see you have that constant lump in the bottom of your throat and that pit in your stomach that things are going to go bad before they even do.
and you expect the end before it even ends.
if love teaches you one thing is learn to fall down, learn the pain your head will feel when you wake up the next morning realizing he doesn’t want to fix things
and realize that you need to learn to fix the open wounds he left on your ribcage that night when he punched out words you never thought he’d say, you swear it felt like bruises on the side of your body.
realize that you will have to accept the fact that you may still love him but he probably never loved you.
sometimes you need to know that we confuse love and lust, or the idea of love seems beautiful so we pretend its there.
i wish you saw my eyes when id look at you when you’d look away maybe then you’d start feeling the same way.
i wish fucking me made you fall in love with me.
but we learn the hard way that things wont buy someones love and time wont mean they'll appreciate you more and sex wont make them see you as beautiful.
love teaches you that you wasted 1 year of your time with someone who couldn’t even remember your birthday or doesn't even know that your right eye is a bit bigger than your left.”
it teaches you how to wrap yourself on him and kiss him until he smiles and you can feel his smile without even looking at him.
love teaches you how to scream and fight and more screaming and more fighting, usually over the same things.
love is funny that way you see you have that constant lump in the bottom of your throat and that pit in your stomach that things are going to go bad before they even do.
and you expect the end before it even ends.
if love teaches you one thing is learn to fall down, learn the pain your head will feel when you wake up the next morning realizing he doesn’t want to fix things
and realize that you need to learn to fix the open wounds he left on your ribcage that night when he punched out words you never thought he’d say, you swear it felt like bruises on the side of your body.
realize that you will have to accept the fact that you may still love him but he probably never loved you.
sometimes you need to know that we confuse love and lust, or the idea of love seems beautiful so we pretend its there.
i wish you saw my eyes when id look at you when you’d look away maybe then you’d start feeling the same way.
i wish fucking me made you fall in love with me.
but we learn the hard way that things wont buy someones love and time wont mean they'll appreciate you more and sex wont make them see you as beautiful.
love teaches you that you wasted 1 year of your time with someone who couldn’t even remember your birthday or doesn't even know that your right eye is a bit bigger than your left.”
— j (via bubbly)
"you tried to change didn’t you? you tried to change for him, thinking if you changed he’d love you a little more or maybe he’d become more soft. maybe he’d stop bruising your soul with words that cut way deeper than anything else and maybe he’d change after the first 10 times he promised he would. but he never did. so maybe if you just changed yourself first? you would straighten your hair because he liked it and he made you stop wearing lipstick because it would get everywhere. you can’t change human beings, they never change, they are who they are you can’t work on them, they won’t become everything you want them to be. once a liar always a liar and once a cheat always a cheat. stop thinking if you spend more time on them, tolerating everything they do that sickens your mind and aches your soul that maybe with time they’ll change… they won’t humans don’t change and especially not for other humans.”
— (via bubbly)
"
My worst fear is being stuck.
Being stuck in a place that isn’t comfortable, or that bores me, being stuck with people that I don’t care for, being stuck doing a job I can’t stand.
”— swellvisions, my worst fear is that I will let my life get away from me and forget to really live it (via wnq-writers)
"things will remind you of him, like the restaurant you two used to go to or your song will play on the radio and all the memories you both shared will find themselves crawling back into your veins and into your ribcage and sometimes it will find its way into your mind and you will become blinded to everything else around you. but please remember that every ending is a brand new beginning it may take a month or it may take 5 years but one day that song wont make you clench your teeth while its playing and you will be able to eat at that restaurant and sit there without even remembering the touch of his body next to you and you wont be able to remember what it was like to be there with him. he will become a distant memory and as time passes the memories will fade and be replaced by the new guy who you share way more with than just a restaurant and a song but you share a life with him and he makes you a better you and he makes sure you never fall asleep crying and its not shut the fuck up but rather i love you so fucking much.”
— (via bubbly)
"Date someone who meets you half way. Date someone who brings you a glass a water when they get themselves one. Date someone who makes sure you don’t spend money on ridiculous things. Date someone your ex hates and your mom loves. Date someone who’d rather spend a Friday night watching movies, than out with 50 people they barely even talk to. Date someone who sleeps on your chest and leaves a little puddle of drool. Don’t date someone who makes you leave oceans of tears.”
— At the end of the day it’s the little things. (via offtheocean)
"Sometimes you have to be apart from people you love, but that doesn’t make you love them any less. Sometimes you love them more.”
— Nicholas Sparks (via quotethatword)
I’ll remember you everyday and everywhere because you’ve occupied everything in my life.
"If you break someone’s heart and they still talk to you with the same excitement and respect. Believe me they really love you.”
— (via chingaaatumadre)
"I don’t know.
I don’t know who to tell anymore when I find new music and I don’t know where I’m gonna express how much I love them and who’s gonna agree with me and who I’m gonna listen to it with while I fall asleep and who’s going to hear about my day and my test grades and how long I napped and what I ate for dinner and what movie I watched and the interesting things I learned in class and how much I hate physics and when I didn’t read the assignment for English and how I went to get food with friends instead of jogging laps in gym and how productive I was studying that night and who’s going to listen to me sing my favorite bands and then sing with me and take walks with me in the summer on the most beautiful days and who’s going to do that all and care about it.
I don’t know.”
I don’t know who to tell anymore when I find new music and I don’t know where I’m gonna express how much I love them and who’s gonna agree with me and who I’m gonna listen to it with while I fall asleep and who’s going to hear about my day and my test grades and how long I napped and what I ate for dinner and what movie I watched and the interesting things I learned in class and how much I hate physics and when I didn’t read the assignment for English and how I went to get food with friends instead of jogging laps in gym and how productive I was studying that night and who’s going to listen to me sing my favorite bands and then sing with me and take walks with me in the summer on the most beautiful days and who’s going to do that all and care about it.
I don’t know.”
— I miss you (via 2ndsong)